It was October 26, I started to date a girl during my college days. And the main thing, she was my first girlfriend and that I was very unromantic in expressing my love. I was so confused about how to make her believe that I am in love with her. One night I think a lot about my problem and finally just to express my loyalty i introduced her to my mom and dad telling her that i want to marry this girl.
Both teams were happy.Especially Mom was happy with my choice. After the dinner, I left her at the hostel. That same night my mom came into my room, looked into my eyes and asked me
Mom: Chora, Look into my eyes and answer my question. And please don’t lie.
Me : Ok mom, but what do you want to ask
She : Do you really love her? .
Me: Come on Mom, yes, I love her very much.
Mom:But chora,Now you are too young to decide that.
Me: Trust me Mom, i am old enough to feel that.
Mom: The thing is, the girl whom you love looks very innocent. You have to promise me. You will never leave her. In case if you will think you will leave her, just think of your sister. What if someone does same to her.
Me:I promise you, mom, I will never leave her. I will be with her everytime
Since then my mom considered my Supriya as her daughter.
Slowly time changed and our college was over. We both got a job but at two different locations. I was at my home she was in Kathmandu. Our days started ending with fights and arguments. She was becoming very insecure and didn't want me to talk to any female employee. Finally, considering her likes and dislikes I stopped interacting with girls even though old classmates. April 19 , I gave her a surprise visit which made her very delighted. we planned for a movie and later for a dinner. After a while, I have to call my mom, but my mobile battery was dead so I asked Supriya if I could use her phone. When I was about to dial a number, suddenly i saw a message from Surya saying “but i love you and will always wait for you" . Seriously, that time my balls came in my mouth, stars were all around my head. I was shocked. Instantly I showed it to her, at first she fumbled and turned nervous and then she replied in a shaky tone" i was about to tell you that there is a guy in my office who's following me since the day when I entered in the office".But I am avoiding him and will complain about him in the office tomorrow.It was the trust and love that I took a long breath. i was automatically convinced with her explanation and it's all sorted and settled.
Our love life continued like , sometimes i used to visit her sometimes she did. It went on for some years. In between these years, there were so many times when girls tried to interact with me ( i am the average looking guy though). I shared everything with her. One day,She insisted me to get engaged. She spoke to my mom and convinced her too.
Finally,We got engaged. But after the engagement, within one month I could sense the change in her. Day by day she was becoming rude, she started avoiding my calls, telling she is occupied with her office work. One day i got pissed off and decided to give her a surprise visit again.
It was Friday 2nd August 10:37 pm. I knock on the door and hide, I waited for some time and was about to give a second try. As soon as i could, a guy came out in a vest asking who's this. I asked who are you, he replied i am Surya whom you want to see?
Like a movie, I went into a flashback, every dot started to connect. I could not speak anything, then she came out and was horrified. I didn't say anything, tears were dropping( first time I cried in my life) .She was calling in my phone but I did not pick up “Sala espali mann po tuteko thiyo”.I switched off my phone. World was over for me that day, I don't know how I reached hotel. I was sitting outside the hotel the whole night with tears flooding. Next day, I don't remember how i managed to take the flight to my home. I even don't remember how I reached home, I didn't say a word for 4-5 hours after I reached home. Everyone was worried, my mom scared looking my condition. They took me to the hospital where doctor admitted me and asked to go through certain tests. He gave me some pills which put me to sleep and I woke up feeling very dizzy and tired, my friend told me " bro you have been sleeping for days " . My mom asked everyone to give her some time alone with me
Mom:Supriya ( my gf) told me everything. She is sorry and chora i am sorry too..
Me: I looked at mom and said : Come on Mom, Why you are sorry, actually you were right i was not mature and was blindly in love. Can i ask you something?
Mom: Yes what is it?
Me: Remember that day, when Supriya was here to meet you, you taught me to never betray a girl because you have a sister too right?
Mom: Umm, yes right. Was I wrong?
Me: Hmm, No you weren't wrong. But mom do you teach my sister the same thing to never betray a guy because YOU HAVE A BROTHER TOO?
Mom hugged me and cried.
And since then i only love my family and career. I am successful in my work and i am happy with my life and enjoying fully. :)
Some of the people love me and praise me, So eti bhaye pugxa malaie.
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